Life lately #1 : I’m happier than I’ve ever been, and I don’t know why.

By The French Pier - October 31, 2018



(This picture was taken one late afternoon, this is a view of my bedroom, from my bed...)

I’m on top of everything, I’m forgiving myself for all those things that I used to blame myself for like being lazy, eating badly, spending some money on myself… And it just feels so good.

I don’t know what it is, I don’t know how to maintain this state. I just wake up every morning and check in with myself that I’m still feeling that way, and I do, so I smile, and I get up without any doubt that I’m going to have a good day…

I’m excited about washing my hair. I’m excited that it’s getting colder because it’s starting to feel like Christmas. I’m excited about going to bed early because I’ll get all those hours of sleep. I’m excited about studying. I’m excited when I go to school in the morning. I have positive feelings toward everyone, myself included…

So, I don't know what this is, I don't know how long this is going to last, but I don't really care, I'm just shamelessly enjoying life at the moment. I don't need a reason. I don't need to overthing this and I won't. That's the way I'm feeling, and I deserve to feel that way.

 (One very lovely night with my two best friends... It was well needed)

('Welcome to Los Angeles' exhibition at Le Bon Marché in Paris)



(The amazing lemon meringue pie my mother made for my birthday)


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  1. How wonderful that you feel this way! I myself find as I get older all the things I used to worry about just don't matter anymore - and any day spent around loved ones or doing something you want to is not wasted. I'm so excited for Christmas this year as I won't have to work, working as a baker is so hard you can't enjoy your turkey on the day because your'e asleep :-)

    ♥ Paula Shoe Fiend.
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    1. Thank you so so much for those kind words. You're making me really optimistic for the future! I'm so excited for Christmas as well (currently watching a Christmas movie ahah), I really can't wait for the whole excitement to build. I'm so happy you'll be able to properly enjoy it! Have a wonderful day!

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